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24/06/2008 Thankful......I've satisfied already.....
It's totally enough.....
I finally find out what actually can be kept forever......
Thank you for doing that for me........
Thank you! 22/06/2008 escape...I find I always turn to here whenever I dn't want to do my homework,
Those two time my big uncle come to my home, I really eat whatever I can I!!!
Twice eat the lobster at 12:30am!!! Is that cool??
And there's a Japan made cheese cake!!!
Tastes really good bo!!!
I forgot to take some pictures in the first time,
I swore I won't miss it if there's another time!!!
So the second time really come out la!!! Yeah!!!
There were 4 full plates of lobster!! I tried everyone ga!!
Really full to hell that night!!!
When I did that I felt what called guilty!!! Guilty to my body!!!
I dn't really care when I eat some snacks at later night.....
but I did at those two times!!!
Fortunately,since I add a PE class for summer school, I have to go to the fitness center every morning.....
I jog for ten mins every morning and do some bicycle after that.....
But I found it's kinda hard to burn the calorie in the body....
Last time I jogged almost 10 mins but I only burn no more than 150 sth. cal.......
What the hell!!! I almost died when I stopped!!!
A little cup cake is 300 cal. la!!! Is that mean I need to run 20 mins for a cup cake????!!!!
Oh! God!!!
I really like the gym ga!!! Actually it's not too bad that do the gym with ipod....
The time will magically pass faster!!!
And take a little bath after the gym and go to class!!!
Feels very good!!!
I was supposed to take some pictures for the gymroom ga,
but I found a "No picture" sign on the wall!!!
So forget it la!!!
Time to work on the HW again.......
Got to go!!! 14/06/2008 time to get down to the business....... i t was a fantastic summer holiday, which is fun, beautiful and unforgettable. We have been to San Diego, where we tasted the so called "out-of-hell" hostel, where the lights were yellow dark, the bathroom was almost pulling me to hell, and the two-story bed was just like there were hundreds of thousands of needles on the mattress, so I totally couldn't fall asleep. I had to get up at 3am at those two nights and walk around the hostel like a ghost. Althought sleeplessness made me a little bit sick, the first night there was fun because I was talking with a nice African-Mexican girl who was looking at the world-map in the hall way. We were just talking about the map, the place we've been. Not for a while, there were more and more people joining us and we just joking and laughing in the hall way. Several time we laughed so loud that the manager had to came out and gave us a "shhhhhhhu". But he was a nice guy though. I talked about Jack Johnson, who is a singer and surfer in Hawaii, with him in second day when he was practicing his guita in Jack's "better together". I was supposed to brush my teeth at that time, but I just stayed there for about 20 mins and at last I found out that I didn't pull up my hair so I had to go back to my room. I stayed till 4 o'clock at that night and had to made an excuse to go back to sleep because the one who was talking with me seems dn't want to let me go, but I gotta get up at 7:30 in the morning for the seaworld. This made me feel a liitle bit guilty.
We went to Seaworld the next day and went to the world-famous San Diego Zoo the last day. What filled up our eyes were just animals, animals, and animals. So I called this trip "San Diego Animal Love Fastival" myself. What I liked most is the Shamu killer whale in the seaworld and several unknown name(even in chinese I dn't know their name XD) animals in the zoo. I was supposed to see the kangaroos lions and the leopards, but the kangaroos that were shown in the zoo is not that kind of kangaroos I wanna see, and the lions I'm not sure whether the zoo keeps lions or not because I didn't see the male one but maybe what I saw were the females. And I saw pandas in the zoo, but we had to be very quiet in the exhibition. I didn't feel very exciting to see the panda but they made me think of my big sister Panda very much.
What makes me proud of this trip is that I find the cheap tickets myself on craigslist.com. The tickets were supposed to be $59 on seaworld and $34 on the zoo, but the price I got is $40 and $25 only!!! And the seaworld one was a two days pass and the zoo ones were skyride and tourbus included!!! That's much cheaper than the original price. What's more, I sold six of the seaworld tickets for $20 each!! That made the seaworld only cost $20. Also, this trip makes me realize sth. important and was once abandoned in my life. My selffishness almost took away all the things which I work my ass off for. Fortunately it seems already passed away, but I know, I know that although it has been fixed, the damage still there. Like a broken vase, it could be fixed by the glue or sth that amazingly work out, but once it crack, there must be some crackes leave there. Whatever you can do , is just try your best to cover up the cracked out look, not the inside. Now the rift was there, what I can do is try my best to repair the "vase" and cover it up by the best glue in the world......and I'm still looking for it.
However fabulous the summer was, it almost passed. Monday is the beginning of the summer school. It's time to gether up my mind for the study. Not only for the school, also for the part 2 of the summer. I'm ready for them both......
12/06/2008 report.............the grades are out for a week...........
but forget to mention it......
I got all A.........
happy!!!!
begin to see the face of UCLA la!!!
but must keep on working hard and it's still a kinda long way to go............
actually I'm just a lucky dog......
cz the English and Economic maybe I was supposed to get B!!!
thank god the A came out at last!!!
and thank 小燕 for supporting me after the midterm!!!
I did it la!!
and Monday the summer school will begin~~~~~
gonna work hard again!!!
bye! summer holiday part 1 !!! yes.............ya......I really do..........
I'm really a piece of shit while you are a god............
fuck off.............. 10/06/2008 等!!!不知道怎的,在家裡很無聊,
還有一個多小時就要出去逛街了, 在家裡沒事做,就在乾等lor~ 其實沒什麼要買,還好昨天譚笑叫我幫他買T, 所以這次有目的啦!因該會逛得很開心吧! 還有就是今天就要去交易了! ! 第一次賣票! !有點緊張呢! ! ! 之前我還問那個人可不可以把用完的票給回我收藏, 她所ok喔! ! ! YEAH! ! 可以賺錢又可以不用痛失門票,真是太太太好了! ! ! 其實去San Diego旅遊的時候看中了一個yellow的suitcase! ! 真的很漂亮很漂亮喔! ! ! 不過要$79.95+tax, 那時候捨不得D錢所以就放手了............ 回來之後對它日思夜想, 最後還是決定買了! ! ! 還好我問到了一個promotion,可以有10%off, 雖然少D,好過沒有啦! ! ! right? 之前還成立了一個yellow suitcase fundation, 不過後來還是取消了............ 不過還好大舅父給了$100我! ! ! yeah! ! !有贊助商! ! ! 這兩天大舅父從Florida來了, 到處去吃呢! ! ! 會死ar! ! 昨天晚上12點就吃了一頓魚翅撈飯+龍蝦+珊瑚蝦! ! 因為要等我爸爸同姑姐回來,所以搞到那麼晚才有得吃, 真喺吃完一直不敢睡覺! ! ! 不過真的很好吃,那些魚翅有兩條牙籤加起來那麼粗啊! ! !正! ! 其實不要聽魚翅撈飯好想很搞笑,但是是真的真的很好吃架! ! ! ! 不過那些飯不是一般的飯,是蛋炒飯! !所以加埋一起就很好吃啦! ! ! 還有龍蝦頭蒸粉絲! ! !好吃到不得了! ! ! 最可惜的就是望了袋最重要的相機! ! !恨死了! ! ! 下次有機會一定要再吃然後照個夠! ! ! 今天大舅父去日本之前還提醒我們這幾天要減肥, 因為十天他回來san fran要再去吃過! ! ! 真的要小心才可以了! ! 這兩天一直在想winter plan, 反應不錯ar! ! 大概大家看到那間超級豪華的度假屋都心動了吧! ! ! 不過也是半年以後的事情, 所以後來改了去先討論summer part one的最後一次gethering還有summer Part two的內容, 還好啦,始終“遠水不能救近火”嘛! ! (有用錯嗎?是但啦) 說起“是但”, 每次有人問大舅父那兩個兒子吃什麼他們都只會說“是但”,(ABC嘛!) 大舅父就說“比碗鼓油撈蛋拒地啦”....好搞笑! ! ! 寫了那麼久都只是過了半個小時, 唉!算了! o! !對了!上一篇日誌要聰明人才看到呢! ! ! 不知道有多少人能看得到呢........... 7/06/2008 Repentance...........It seems the San Diego trip not only gave me some kinda fun, but also make me think of sth which I forgot for a long time and maybe have to pick it up again.........and that's me......
who am I? what am I?
the answer seems already become unclear........
think about who I was before.........the image seems bury.........and I dn't know what kind of person I was......
I was kinda happier........not really.....but at least dn't feel bad......
the girl in Blueberry Night.......throught the traveling......she compared herself with other people.....
she said the more people she met.....the more she love herself..........
how about me? what am I now? It was like that I can call myself a bitch......
it seems like the more people I compare with.....the more I hate myself......
what am I pursuitting for such a long time?
for what? ........ for being hated?
what kind of person I wanna be?
I dn't know...... maybe a 100% bitch.......
am I funny.......??
maybe it's time for going back to original.......
deciede again what kind of person I wanna be.............
seems being in the US, the most difficult thing is no longer the language, the school, the work,
it's how to be a person that can survived in the society........
it's hard.........cz I dn't know how........
how to be a person........
how to be me.......
should I just be the one who do whatever I want which will being hated.........
or should I just be a perfectly nice person..........
I know there must be a way in between.......
but it seems that I haven't figured it out yet........
and I dn't wanna be pulling along by sb............
but is there anybody tell me what to do?
seems I get lost in the world again........can't see me........can't see anybody..........
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