wowwoowoowowowow~~~~~~~~~

Finally it's Saturday!!! yeah!!!

So tomorrow it's June 1st, another happy Sunday,

and I'll be in San Diego!!!!!

thinking about June 1st, it's chinese children's day!!!

wow!! it's a perfect match with the trip!!!

there's no more than 12 hrs that I will step into the amazing virgin america plane!!!

not including the sleeping time.......it's only 4 hrs left!!!

can't wait till tomorrow!!!!

ViVa Me!!!!

 

 

 

 

after being in America, I begin to have dreams.......

dreams from the sayings, from the songs, from the movies.......

and I think those dreams will come true someday.........not far away.......

just hope me can run fast and far enough to reach them.........

anyway......they are reachable........right?

 

Wish me...........Dreams come true............

fuck*10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

dn't you just give out some shit out of here~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

get the f off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shit!!!!!!!!!

damn!!!!!!!

I'm gonna piss you off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

get out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

today go to Lombard Street & The Palace of Fine Art by myself.........

took many photos.......

see sth. nice.....and peace......

feel so much better after.........

Although it's a bit pity that the main buliding in the Palace still in reconstruction....

but there still have sth. else beautiful........

and I will go there again......probobaly at night.....cz I saw the night pictures of it......it's amazing!!!!

it's fun to travel by myself........gotta find another place to go!!

 

 

what if one of your friend betray you, who you really did care about before that moment you fount out the truth.......

how's that feels........

god damn good........

so good.........that you wanna kill yourself for being such a stupid..........

 

no........just kidding........

but it happened.......

 

3:00pm,5-23-2008........

the final is done at last!!!

it's like 10000 lbs stones were taken off the sholder......

feel free at that a few seconds when I just handed in the econ 3 paper....

however,I didn't feel totally good, cz there's still so much uncertainty this time........

I hate that uncertainty........just hated it!!!!

what if the dream of all A for this semester is gone.....

I just can't accept this bad dream, so after the final I dn't even dare to check the answer or touch the book.......

just scared....damit!!!

 

maybe I've figured out why there's so many people in the U.S. have mental problems......

it's the stree here......

since I been in college......I just feel like there's sth pushing me in the back.....

pushing me to work....pushing me to study....pushing me to do everything that I didn't do or didn't want to do before....

but I just can't say out "dn't push me so hard".....cz I dn't know what's pushing me there........

think it over.....maybe it's myself.....maybe it's the life I dream of everyday....maybe it's the dream of others.....or maybe it's the beautiful American dreams.......cz I do really see so many other's dreams come true here.....and I do understand my dreams will come true if I keep pushing myself...........so I do........

life is good here....physically.........emotionly.....I'm not sure.......

but here I am....in America.....I can't get back now......there's only one direction I gotta go.........

few weeks ago.....I can still see the colorful picutures from that direction......

but now......it becomes blury.......unclear......bcz of that uncertainty.......

actually....I'm not scaring of the B....well I do scare of it........

but the most scaring thing is that if I get B.......maybe I will forgo the dreams I have and become the one I used to be.......

sucks..........

 

well.......hopefully.......those will not come true.........

summer is English 96 and the Fall will be English 1A....and that semester gonna be the toughest one....

maybe I should begin to try to loving writing..........but how?.........that's really a question.......big big question......

 

anyway..........next week is San Diego.......still expecting!!!!!

gonna freaks all the sucks out!!! time for freaker!!!!!!!!!!

yeah!!!

 

 

 

 see a very long car after work.........

 

the chips are buy one get one free again.........just can't help to buy it.......but let's be freak....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Doing what you love is as important as doing what you have to do."

 

Now I'm doing what I have to do;

and the one I love is waiting for me in the future.........

 

So just DO both of them.........

 

 

呢排又開始懶啦！ ！
無心機做功課，無心機溫習！ ！喺咪想死？ ？
我知道點解噶：1，前兩個禮拜考完經濟，松曬！
                   2，上個禮拜見完顧問，定咗目標學校，又松番鋪！
                   3，又開始籌備San Deigo之旅，分曬心！
                       （睇番自己噶日誌，其實無幾耐之前先話開學要努力，好快就midterm，跟住就Spring Break啦，就開始籌備Las Vegas之旅，都未開心完就到咗今時今日又就嚟要final！自己又衰多眼睇到San Deigo D機票鬼甘平-$39！！雖然miss咗呢個價錢，唸住踏踏實實甘考完個final，跟住又踏踏實實甘咗做暑期工啦！！點知拒寄張coupon過嚟，機票$44有交易，唔去咪對唔住自己！！！甘就惟有去啦~~其實都覺得自己有D過分，不過返唔到轉頭架啦，星期六book咗機票，nonrefundable！）
                   4，就尋日，竟然無數學功課兼第二日無數學課！ ！ ！ ！跟住就決定去剪頭髮，點知6點先有appointment，就惟有去行街啦！ ！出事啦，睇中咗好幾樣也添！ ！鞋，袋，手錶！死啦！ ！然後第二日就即刻去買咗對鞋，點知又見到條圍巾，買埋！不過最後唸清楚無買到個袋！最後就係因為唔使上一堂Math，就要我用多百幾蚊！ craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy！ ！ ！ ！

無辦法，錢既然洗咗，就要拒洗得有價值！ ！ ！
星期五又有個數學test，疊埋心水比心機溫習啦！ ！ ！
好似阿邊個甘話：“少說話，多幹事！”
快D開始奮鬥啦！ ！ ！

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

鞋，最后買咗橙色

袋，最後放棄咗......