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18/10/2008 ViVa It...........除咗party之外，
消除烦恼最有用噶都喺shopping啦....
因为唔可以无端端有个party，Jimmy个party又过咗，
甘就shopping啦！！！
本来开头唔知喺到行咪，
乱行......
但喺后来见到有间新店喺Westfield到，
即刻就冲咗入去，
灾难！！！
一入去就见到对boot，试！
见到UK stlye噶uniform 外套，试！
个sales话件adi外套好睇，试埋！
袋好靓，拿住先！
好唔容易Meko竟然可以稳到条dream belt，试啦！
喺间店到玩咗成半个几钟，玩到唔记得影相，哈哈......
不过个到D sales 好恐怖架，
耳仔软D都可以整到倾家荡产，
虽然我已经叫住拒，
Meko最后都喺买咗条皮带，都几贵噶....
不过好彩自己都喺做sales，
梗喺无死甘快啦！
不过最后都喺拿走咗个袋！
因为几中意，未见到有人用又唔贵！！杀啦！
之后去咗买衫，呢次终于记得影相啦..... 喺fitting room入面......
一定喺买到也开心到傻咗......
个sales话希望可以喺facebook到见翻张相喔......睇哩都无咩可能啦...... 一个偷走紧噶贼...... 月底你就死啦，Tammy..... 14/10/2008 A Letter for JIf you can read it...I think you can understand what I'm sayin', if you can't.......maybe that's the problem we really have......
I'm sad that I have to make things clear here, cz I dn't wanna talk anymore....
Do you think only me I'm the only one who changed?
Do you think you didn't change any?
Did you ever notice that our phone calls are less and less,
the conversation is shorter and shorter
and there's more and more silence during the conversation?
Even at last I felt like I was bothering you if I called you to ask an English question.....
I'm not sure if you know or not that you are best the best here....
Do you remember the registration for the summer class ealier before?
You're you the first one came in my mind that I should tell you the secret of earlier registration.
So when Moon cannot resgister for the ENG1a because I didn't tell her the secret, felt so guilty.
So I tried very hard to help her to get that class, but it failed.....
So everytime she said her english class was so hard, I always blamed myslef........
Even though I notice it way long before,
I think I would be normal when you finally tell me what's goin' on.
And even though I kown our friendship is going down hills,
I try to stronger it by planning an only girls night in a hotel after watch "the sisterhood of the traveling pants",
however, I finally can't make it.
But when I heard that "news",
It turns out that it still hurts that I have to get the truth form other people, who I think he's just kinda a "friend" of us......
And it turns out that we were just always talking and walking together.......
Maybe this event is just a bomb, it boom everything out at one time......
I did upset, not angry.
but I prefer that everybody think I'm just angry like a twelve year old that dn't understand what's a real friendship.....
If a friend just means help and be help,
I'm sorry to let you guys down, my friendship doesn't only mean that.....
Or maybe I'm the only one who think so,
so I'd better keep some distance with everyone from now on.
I'm upset that you are further and further from me,
I'm upset that finally I have to do this to you,
I'm upset that I lose my friends because me cann't get over sth. that just in my mind.....
Before the party you said that you'll go to NY for a wedding, I dn't wanna talk with you anymore.
But I'm upset that finally I have to cancel the winter plan and NY trip even though I still hope that maybe we will be fine in the winter, or at least next summer......
I'm upset that the school is still going on and I dn't have another excuse to run away.
I'm upset that I can only think of running away to solve the problem.
After tonight I'm also upset that Mike said he's an outsider,
that he's just a middle man between you and me, and his asignment is just make up the friendship btw you and me,and only for you......
Maybe I should be happy about it.....cz I've never got a friendship from him so it seems like what I lose is only you.......
He said I have only three days,
but I really not sure what I can do after three days because I've given me more than 10 days in LA to trying to think of everything......
and we still have to come to this step like now,
I dn't have the confident that everything will go back the same like before even though I want to.....
Things have happened,
and sth. is changed.
Time waites for no one,
even though I regret what I have done or or you regret what you have done,
it happeded.........
Now I just hope time can really help to kills the distance btw us.
......it's still my fault......
just because of anther reason........
I ain't no qualification to bury anything......... 2/10/2008 I Love You Holga!!!今日去拿寻日拿去晒噶相！！
好开心，
虽然十二张入面得一半系满意噶，
但喺呢次都算唔错啦！
我喺第一次用Holga啊！！！
两张双重曝光都影得ok！！
...>>> 其实呢张喺以外...本身喺自己影完学校D花之后唔记得拎部相机，然后去到码头就去影海狮...不过出来噶效果都出奇的唔错...真喺错有错着啊！！
仲有就喺去LA嗰时，喺Hawaii night party嗰阵影噶相(用colorflash)，D人好搞笑......
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每次拿相去晒都充满住期待。
每行紧间冲印店一步，
就多一分紧张同期待.......
可能呢种刺激噶感觉就喺菲林相机噶魔力。
虽然用咗好多钱喺嗰到，
不过都觉得值得。
（其实我已经尽量省住用架啦！）
寻日将35mm噶菲林放咗入部holga到，
唔知D相会点呢，
不过仲未开始影第一张啵。
期待再前往冲印店噶一刻....... |
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