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11/01/2009 school begins tmr~~time just runs!!!
tomorrow is the first day of school again!!
really hope the following semester will pass soon,
then it's the New York City waitting for me!!!
even though sth. had happened last semester,
but finally I got all As....
I believe it's because I was planning a trip to Seattle so I got sth to fight for!!
It's pity that I couldn't make it at last, but it had help me with my grade!
So in conclusion, traveling is actually helping my studying!!
or, maybe the B in summer school just sucked me too much,
so getting all As is because not wanna get a B, that bad looking B!
anyway~I think the trip helped me the most....
I kinda calculate the money I'm gonna use in the New York trip,
surprisingly it's actually cheaper than I imagine!!
Hope the flight tickets won't go up much if I book them in the spring break!!
then spending of the trip can be decreased to a 1000, which means I can spend more in shopping!!!
oh yeah~I really know how to make myself happy!!
But I'd better get myself back to business cz next sem is a tough one~1C and accounting!!!
I kinda wanna delay the 110C cz I really tired of math and it seems it's unnecessary!!
and 1C and acct are hard enough to kill me~
maybe just relax!
1/01/2009 New Year......Happy New Year to all!!
Now, what? 8:36am, 1-1-2009?
in front of KiKi's laptop.
I can't go to sleep anymore, 'cz I'm kinda sick of the alchol from last night.
I'm not drunk at all though, just a cold and terrible sleep have make me sick....kinda....
It's so good to see KiKi again, in San Francisco.
and she's intruduced me some cool people....
defined cool people,
that means they all have gone through sth. or is going through sth.
sth that I can't imagine or I've never been through......
sth just not in my world at all.....
that makes me have to redifine how's my world look like.....
In front of them,
I am still like a baby, who doesn't really been through anything in this real world yet.
Maybe the most impressive thing I have done is that I went to LA by myself, and actually learn sth.
otherwise, nothing is impressive, Yet, in my life, I think.
but at least I have known some good friends in China or US,
Oh! I've just been through sth. though, what makes me wanna treasure more who I have right now......
So, anyway, I pretty sure that I should go out and make me some more experience later.............
Also, they help me to realize that the life here is actually not that easy as I saw before...
The reason that my life is kinda free now is because I have avoided many reponsibility for myself,
I dunt buy a car, even a second-handed, I dunt need to pay the rent, I dunt give my family money,
even though I have pay for the home phone and internet fee, and so on, but that's just not much.
Like my mom said, everyone gotta have some responsibility in this country.
but I just dunt wanna take any of those Yet........
So, Yes, I am the selfishest person in the world.
But there's still time, isn't it?
I'm sure I will catch up with that responsibility later.
It's a New Year now, 2009!
Usually I'd like to estimate whether this is a lucky year or not,
'cz sth must be happening in the first day of the year, good or bad.......
but this year, I really dunt know, and I think I'm not gonna think about this question anymore,
no matter good or bad, luck or not, I gotta keep going, right.
so why let that first day to determine whether the following 364 days are good or not.........
I dunt know what's gonna happen in the future,
that's what keeps me alive since I've been curiouse of the future always.......
It's good to just be me......... |
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