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4/23/2009 踩下自己个场......YO!!
好耐都无上过嚟，
不过话都无甘快就嚟又final啦！
所以上嚟为自己打下气......（其实喺因为早上0岩考完个试，心里面有D浮躁，无心机睇书）
睇到泳欣毕业兼考埋硕士，
真喺又高兴又羡慕，
因为自己连毕业相都未影过（我指大学毕业）。
到咗summer，好多朋友都毕晒业啦，
而自己却连学士一半噶路都未走完...
可能到我学士毕业个时，泳欣已经硕士毕业啦...
不过难得可以有多次机会比我拣，
就慢慢嚟啦！！
Summer！！！Summer！！！！Summer！！！！！！！！！
SUMMER=NEW YORK!!!!!
今日依然喺贯彻我一向噶作风--耐不住性子！！
趁见到平噶酒店，就即刻定咗啦~haha
凭着永不言弃噶精神，成功甘免费upgrade咗间房！！！yeah!!
间酒店就系坐落WALL street到！！
52 William Street,
New York City,NY,10005 就甘google下都觉得好兴奋!!! >o<
虽然唔大，不过睇过D review 都话几干净，最紧要就系个location好！！
好似话两个block之内就有3个subway station啦！ 正！！
未出发就已经好兴奋啦！！！
自己喺到提早咗个暑假.......=_=
都喺比心机D温书啦......
讲到尾4个A先喺最重要噶！！
加油啦！！NYC！！YEAH！！！
即闪！！！
2/26/2009 f........."they fuck you up"......
"they don't meant to"....
"but they do".................................................................................................................................. 2/16/2009 Congras!!!呢個個情人節， 有情人終成眷屬！ ！ 恭喜！恭喜！ ！ 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 直到昨天先明白鑽石的真正意義， “生命跟鑽石一樣，尊貴不在於名譽與權力，而在於真摯與忠誠，只有這樣生命方可如鑽石一樣，永恆不變，散發不朽光輝”...... 2/11/2009 咪又喺为咗自己......所谓噶伟大，无私，
究竟喺为咗咩，
其实最终噶目的咪又喺为咗等自己可以好过D。
有阵时D人喺到扮伟大，
想扼人，最后连自己都扼埋，
甘喺为乜？
不如干脆D，
做自己想做噶嘢，
就唔使扼哩扼去啦...... 2/1/2009 废话...一D 不起眼噶人事物，
总会在他们那个渺小的世界入面创造一些不平凡的经历。
尽管英雄们噶战绩曾经多么的辉煌，
在这个世界上，也只不过是过眼云烟；
地球不会因他们的存在而转快D，
也不会因他们的消逝而停止转动。
这样，所有噶人事物也無所谓之伟大或渺小，
耀眼或不起眼。
人，
只不过是世界上噶几个细胞而已。
即使将会被世界遗忘，
但只要自己活得心安快乐，
那就是最大的成就。
写完就觉得真是有够废的。
1/11/2009 school begins tmr~~time just runs!!!
tomorrow is the first day of school again!!
really hope the following semester will pass soon,
then it's the New York City waitting for me!!!
even though sth. had happened last semester,
but finally I got all As....
I believe it's because I was planning a trip to Seattle so I got sth to fight for!!
It's pity that I couldn't make it at last, but it had help me with my grade!
So in conclusion, traveling is actually helping my studying!!
or, maybe the B in summer school just sucked me too much,
so getting all As is because not wanna get a B, that bad looking B!
anyway~I think the trip helped me the most....
I kinda calculate the money I'm gonna use in the New York trip,
surprisingly it's actually cheaper than I imagine!!
Hope the flight tickets won't go up much if I book them in the spring break!!
then spending of the trip can be decreased to a 1000, which means I can spend more in shopping!!!
oh yeah~I really know how to make myself happy!!
But I'd better get myself back to business cz next sem is a tough one~1C and accounting!!!
I kinda wanna delay the 110C cz I really tired of math and it seems it's unnecessary!!
and 1C and acct are hard enough to kill me~
maybe just relax!
1/1/2009 New Year......Happy New Year to all!!
Now, what? 8:36am, 1-1-2009?
in front of KiKi's laptop.
I can't go to sleep anymore, 'cz I'm kinda sick of the alchol from last night.
I'm not drunk at all though, just a cold and terrible sleep have make me sick....kinda....
It's so good to see KiKi again, in San Francisco.
and she's intruduced me some cool people....
defined cool people,
that means they all have gone through sth. or is going through sth.
sth that I can't imagine or I've never been through......
sth just not in my world at all.....
that makes me have to redifine how's my world look like.....
In front of them,
I am still like a baby, who doesn't really been through anything in this real world yet.
Maybe the most impressive thing I have done is that I went to LA by myself, and actually learn sth.
otherwise, nothing is impressive, Yet, in my life, I think.
but at least I have known some good friends in China or US,
Oh! I've just been through sth. though, what makes me wanna treasure more who I have right now......
So, anyway, I pretty sure that I should go out and make me some more experience later.............
Also, they help me to realize that the life here is actually not that easy as I saw before...
The reason that my life is kinda free now is because I have avoided many reponsibility for myself,
I dunt buy a car, even a second-handed, I dunt need to pay the rent, I dunt give my family money,
even though I have pay for the home phone and internet fee, and so on, but that's just not much.
Like my mom said, everyone gotta have some responsibility in this country.
but I just dunt wanna take any of those Yet........
So, Yes, I am the selfishest person in the world.
But there's still time, isn't it?
I'm sure I will catch up with that responsibility later.
It's a New Year now, 2009!
Usually I'd like to estimate whether this is a lucky year or not,
'cz sth must be happening in the first day of the year, good or bad.......
but this year, I really dunt know, and I think I'm not gonna think about this question anymore,
no matter good or bad, luck or not, I gotta keep going, right.
so why let that first day to determine whether the following 364 days are good or not.........
I dunt know what's gonna happen in the future,
that's what keeps me alive since I've been curiouse of the future always.......
It's good to just be me......... 12/28/2008 Missing You......今日睇到张学友出“男人四十”，
有几个镜头影住深圳噶夜街，
突然觉得好熟悉，
熟悉的灯光桥墩，熟悉的地下通道，
现在才发现原来那些灯光桥墩那么早就在那里了，因为“男人四十”应该是很早之前的电影吧......
还有那些广告灯，
怎么看都像是一个包二奶叫鸡的好城市，
虽然以前一直都知道这是个事实，
但不曾有过这种感觉，
直到现在，我好像有点体会到外来人对深圳是怎样的一种感觉了......
但我一点也没有别人那种带有对这个城市这点的鄙视的想法，
我还是好想回去.......
因为那是我长大的地方，最开心和最伤心的地方，
几乎所有我珍惜的人和回忆都在那个城市里面。
我常常在想当我回去的时候是怎样的一种情景，
逛街的时候已经在踌躇一年多之后的礼物了，
他们还记得我吗？还会出来和我一起疯吗？路都会变了吗？还有福建馄饨，桂林米粉，还有过桥米线吗？
好想去翻深大吃个碟终生难忘的滑蛋牛肉饭，
中森名菜应该还在吧！我应该也会去一次潮泰吧........
翻到去一定要去机室打机打到爆！！
到时候要怎样过香港呢？听说好像现在更容易过去了！
想很多很多的东西.......
今个winter break，
翻广州噶翻广州，
翻香港噶翻香港，
去旅游噶去旅游，
虽然中间都有得去UC DAVIS到睇下或者去滑下雪，
基本上我都系留翻系到做也赚钱。
其实我都好想返深圳，
见翻想见噶人，
去翻D以前成日去噶地方，
其实已经再唔系钱同时间噶问题，
而系我同自己讲一定要读完city college先可以翻去。
到时要转去边间学校都可以有个交待，
其实呢个系我自己噶事，同任何人无关系，
但系唔知点解我自己会有呢个决定，
可能这样至少可以证明在我来美国这几年间没有白过吧......
所以说不喜欢离别，
应该说是讨厌吧。
从小学开始就是这样了。
除了shopping，
我基本上是讨厌香港的，
因为小学的最好最好的朋友都因为要移民去香港而转学了。
剩下我在这里，
很讨厌走的不是我。
不知道是高兴还是失败，
我从小学开始在学校的路就很平坦-- 从来都不用转学，
一直到大学，要去美国。
我曾经试过叫Mommy让我转学，
因为每个人都走了，我留着也没什么意义，
为什么就是我不能走呢?
真的很讨厌每个人都走了只剩我一个，
所以我宁愿走的是我。
it's a sin，but Ｉkinda have a feeling of joy to leave everything back.
althought it's not a good feeling to leave, at leave I dn't just stand there and watch and can't do anything.
and I know I'm nothin' but selfish..........
however, sometimes just is just good to be bad.......fucking everything!!!
放假终于可以看很早就买下来的书了！
A Long Way Down,
是讲四个要跳楼的人的经历的，
LA认识那个德国女孩介绍我看的，
真的不错。
可以写很多读后感呢！
但因为懒，所以还是储多点感想再写吧！
竟然可以快要看到KiKi了，
刚来的时候还想可以见到她的，
但她在boston，
现在竟然要回来SF了！还说琴姐也有可能来呢！！
真的很期待可以看到他们！！
还想着这个New Year's Eve 会无聊，
但系KiKi可能有个Home Party！
甘就唔使惊闷啦！！
呃，一下子说太多了，
该去洗澡了！
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